God? Gott? Dieu? Deus? Does He really exist?
I've always been told that God is all-loving and all-powerful. So, why is he allowing all of this to happen?
Stuck in this endless cycle of pain, disappointment, and failure, I am filled with despair and I don't know how to continue.
I've prayed and prayed, but nothing has changed. Maybe I'm not worthy of God's love and protection.
Maybe he's punishing me for something I've done wrong. Or maybe he simply doesn't care.
Today, I've resigned myself to the fact that the universe is against me.
Yes, God is against me. Yes, God has forsaken me, and for that, I hate Him.