Revelation 14:11"The smoke of their torment ascends forever and ever;
and they have no rest day or night."

Tormented and subjected to a constant assault of pain and suffering,
I am consumed day and night by anxiety and despair, with no hope of relief.

Trapped and powerless, I am unable to escape the overwhelming emotions that threaten to consume me.
The more I struggle to break free, the more the anguish intensifies, leaving me gasping for breath and begging for mercy.

This mental and physical distress feels like a constant waterboarding, keeping me in a state of constant fear and dread.
Every moment feels like an eternity as I wait for the next wave of torment to crash down on me, leaving me beaten and bruised.

Sometimes they give me respite, allowing me time to rebuild only to destroy me again.
The idea of enduring this agony indefinitely, with no end in sight, is almost too much to bear.
Is this hell? If so, let it end.